“I don’t want to do THIS anymore. Several times in my life, I let go of what I thought I was meant to do without knowing what would come next. A little risky since I am my sole financial support. However, those “emptyings” always made room for Spirit. I have never experienced a sudden transformation. The best that I can describe what is happening in me is something I read in the Inter-Spirituality sessions. There is a crescent moon and also a shadow of the full moon. Over time, the crescent moves toward full. Over and over. This seems to fit with my calling the crescent moon “OM”, the Divine present and being revealed.