As I begin this week with Jesus stepping into the boat of my life. Over the years of my life Jesus has thus surprised me many times. Each time a burst of anxiety. Do I have it in me one more time? This morning the phrase one of the hymns:” Can you leave yourself behind, If I but call your name? (one more time)(paraphrase). So, with attention, intentionally I breathe into each succeeding moment , with openness…..receiving/embracing the moment as it is, exhaling surrendering desire for security, approval, powerless, one more kairos time.